I simply am not there

And that’s the funny thing about this place. I fucking hate it with every fiber of my being,...

Sat, 16 Feb 2013 00:05:25 -0500

And that’s the funny thing about this place. I fucking hate it with every fiber of my being, but I want to stay. I can’t stay, obviously. It was very nice getting to know the people I did. I will miss everyone so much.

And….

I just had to kill a lot of people….

Before I walk out that door, I have a fiancee to say goodbye to. I have a briefcase with me, the...

Sat, 16 Feb 2013 00:00:49 -0500

Before I walk out that door, I have a fiancee to say goodbye to. I have a briefcase with me, the rest of my bags in the car taking me away. She doesn’t look happy. I’m not either. I wrap my arms around her waist and our lips meet. There’s feelings that I’ll never, ever understand going on. That’s what makes this so confusing. I love her so much. Nothing needs to be said. I give her one last look, before I walk away. I feel emotions coming out of me that aren’t preferred.

And so I walk away..

That was the 'something' I was hoping for, definitely. This was going to kill me, though; I would only want more. Returning the kiss, I wrap a hand around the back of his neck, fingers sliding up through his hair for what would probably be the last time. I tug. Just a little. "I'm not saying goodbye."

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:58:19 -0500

“I’m not saying goodbye, either. I’m saying don’t forget the name Patrick Bateman.” To move away, my hand goes to her neck, my thumb resting on her collarbone and I pull away. That was… nice.

time-is-a-bus: massitha: every time i see this i laugh for...

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:56:57 -0500

time-is-a-bus:

massitha:

every time i see this i laugh for like 5 years

This is the first time I’ve seen this, and I predict I will be laughing for like five years.

“Loses followers because I’m being nice to people. Well, fuck you, too.”

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:55:36 -0500

“Loses followers because I’m being nice to people. Well, fuck you, too.”

Such bull... Riiiiight. Well. See ya, Patty-cake. ReallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyREALLYgonnamissyou.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:55:08 -0500

“I’ll miss you, too.”

"It was nice talking with you, Patrick. Hopefully we'll see each other again someday. See you around."

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:54:54 -0500

“You as well. I’ll see you later. Hope you have a good one.”

It has been very nice to know you, and I am hoping you will make an appearance soon. :-)

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:52:00 -0500

“Expect me to.” :)

"You're always going to be that bad. I look forward to that day, then. If it happens. God, I have so much to say. You're great and crazy - you drive /me/ crazy - great... ass and everything else, too. I don't know, just hug me or something."

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:51:49 -0500

“I’m glad you have so much hope for me.” I smirk at her. “Or something?” Is that hopefulness? I don’t know. I press my hand against her stomach, just under her chest until she can’t back away any farther because of the wall behind her. I kiss her. That’s what I’m going to leave her with. If I have to be “crazy” she has to be “crazy”.

Gooodbye Mr.B. You're really cool.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:40:54 -0500

“Goodbye. You might hear from me in the future, who knows? You’re one of my favorites around this place.”

I need to get myself together before I start becoming sentimental. But to hell with that. We don't have much longer. "Patrick, it's been a great... pleasure. In more ways than one. Christ. Have a great life with Selina, uhm, don't forget about me. I won't forget about you."

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:40:29 -0500

“I won’t forget about you. You, uh, broke the surface. That’s all I really need to say about that. Thanks. Have a good life. Maybe you’ll see me in the future when I’m that bad and need some help with my mind.” I smirk.

turlingdrome replied to your post: Mr. B. What now for you? should i be saying goodbye? “I...

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:34:06 -0500

turlingdrome replied to your post: Mr. B. What now for you?

should i be saying goodbye?

“I guess that’s up to you.”

What, fifteen minutes? Forget about the rock climbing, Patty, I'm disappointed we never had a date. And that I never had a chance to do quite a lot, I suppose.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:32:48 -0500

“I have a lot of things I need to do.” I nod. “I’m almost shocked we didn’t. I’m shocked we didn’t do a lot of things..”

Pure torture.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:32:07 -0500

“Those collarbones are pure torture. At least I don’t make you cover up every time you walk by.”

/Ha ha/.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:26:49 -0500

;)

Mr. B. What now for you?

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:26:43 -0500

“I’m going to New York for a while to do a few things.”

Last day, huh? We never went rock climbing.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:26:13 -0500

“Last… fifteen minutes. I guess we never did that, did we?”

I know. Maaaaaaaaan I'm gonna miss you. It's been fun though

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:21:21 -0500

“It has been a lot of fun. You’re fun to tease.” Smirk.

So. Hey, handsome.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:12:57 -0500

“So… Hello, there.”

yeah yeah don't jump at it. you're not too bad i guess

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 23:06:43 -0500

I raise my eyebrows. I don’t know what to expect. “You’re just…” I shrug. “I don’t hate you.”